Sunday, June 24, 2012

Meaning of an Idol

Hey guys. So I have been getting emails and I am so thankful to have you guys as my viewers. I need something to call you all, so post in the comments. Also, lets get back to the title of this entry. There are alot of meanings to the word idol, seeing how everyone see's it different, but heres my meaning.

The word idol means (to me that is) someone who you can look up to and want to be like them. Someone who went through the same thing as you have gone though what you have or even what they have went though that is like what you are going though currently. I have been getting alot of hate because my hero is Athiest Jared Leto. Which I could careless about. Jared is a hero to me because he knows peoples pain and he sings about it. I love TSTM's music and they all (Jared, Tomo, and Shannon) have there own demons in which can help them help other people who are going though the same thing. People tell me if they are all so alike, my hero can be Tomo or Shannon, but as everyone is different they all have different troubles.

Onto the next challenge. I want you guys to think (You don't have to email or post about it if you don't want to) about your hero, and what the word "idol" means to you. Once you think about it remember it. It will come in handy, trust me. Well, im on my way to the village, Shadow out!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

The Reason

Hey guys, Shadow here. My mum asked me a question, and told me to post it. She asked why I created this. I already told y'all. Then she dared (She isn't nice. Just kidding.) me to type with a German accent, and listen to Hoobastank's The Reason and write an entry when I feel inspired. So here it goes.

Vhen I created vhis, I didn't vhink I vould get 402 page views. And I am very pleased. Vhe reason I am going on vith this, is because of you guys. As I ready vour emails, I see vhat I did vrong in the past, and it vas made ve a better person. As I said in vast blog's, I vhought avout iv anyone cared about ve. And I learned vhat (This is annoying and hard!!!) people need me. Vhe ulimate veason why I am on vhis earth still, is becauce Thirty Seconds To Mars. Vhe lead singer Jared Leto and vis older brother, Shannon, vent though vhat I vent though. As vhey grew up, vhey didn't have a father figure. And even though I have a vather, vine isn't alvays there for me. Ve is never there for me. I vas growing up (Save me, I have to do this for the whole week) vithout a vather figure, vut thats when Youtube led ve to TSTM. I clicked vhere link on accident, and I listened to "The Kill." Even my dear vriend, Darry, vold my she thought of my and my vather when she listened to it. I vhen looked up to Jared Leto, and voon he became the vone I vanted to be.  Vo all together, TSTM saved vy life. NOW I need something vrom you all. List vhat you think vour biggest flaw is, and ven say what your biggest pro vis. My flaw is teh fact vhat vhen I look in the mirror, I vee every flaw on my body, and I try to vhow my vather that I am vorth the trouble ov him raising me. Now, my viggest pro is vhe fact vhat I am a vood drawer. Vo ahead, vost your flaws and pros. Vand just to vake you smile, I vill post a veird picture.