Saturday, December 15, 2012

Update

Whats up my Destins! Shadow here after a very long wait. I am sorry about not posting for awhile, I had to sort out some of my personal problems, but thanks for all the emails asking me where I was! I am here, plus my internet didn't work for a while, my Christmas lights broke my little box thing that is connected to the wall.

I'm not going to answer any other questions other then this one because it kinda hit me hard. You will find out soon.

Dear angel face (if i may call you that)
I just watched the news and I learned about the Newtown shooting. I wanted to know what was your view on that. They are saying it is because of violent games and I wanted to know if you thought the same thing. Thank you for taking time and reading this.
From,
Eli

Dear Eli,
Ya I really answer to anything. I heard about the Newtown shooting and me and my friend where just talking about this. I honestly don't think violent games have any control over what happens. It is the person that does it, not the games. It is the person that hurts others, not the gun. That is what I think. It is terrible that 20 kids where shot and killed. My heart goes out to the familys. I also heard that a teacher hide all her kids that where in her classroom, and when the shooter walked in she told him they where at the gym, and she was shot and killed, but not one of the kids in that class where harmed. That, my fellow bloggers, is a true hero. Not Batman or Superman, but that teacher. Thank you for sending in your question and reading my blog.
From,
Shadow


Well people, that was all I really had time to post. Shadow out!

Monday, September 3, 2012

Attention all males

What's up my Destins! This is for all the males out there who read my blog. If you are female, you can read on after this sentince but you don't have to. Guys, I am not sexist. Believe me. But enough is enough. Stop saying 'swag' and act like a jerk. Swag stands for 'she wants a gentlemen.' Don't say YOLO just to be a jerk to a kind girl. You only live once. And most of all, don't call us cry baby's. I'm sorry if your one of the guys who are friend zoned and are kind, but give us time. Guys, when you call girls over emotional, think about this before. If you look into a girls heart you will see how much she really crys. You'll find hidden secrects, lies, and best friends. What you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when none things right and everything's wrong. How do I know this? I am a girl who is sick and tired of getting judged by my sex. Enough is enough. Shadow out and stay gold!

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Disapeared

Hey my Destins! It's Shadow here! I know, I went away for awhile. I started school again (yes to all you people I am still in school.) it's going really good so far. Anywho, I just wanted to post and let y'all know I'm still alive ahaha. Stay gold! Shadow out!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Getting to know me

Hey Destins! So, I've been getting a lot of questions about me, so this may be a little long. Sorry.

Dear Shadow,
Hey. I read your blog a lot and I have two questions if you don't mind.
First one is, when posting on this blog, do you copy paste your questions and answers?
Second, Do you listen to any music while posting? Thanks bunches.
From,
You may use this question

Dear You may use this question,
Hiya and thanks for reading.
First answer: No I don't copy paste. Some questions I get use a lot of text things, so I just type it out so people can understand what there asking, and I type out my answers to.
Second answer: I do. I listen to the Iheart Radio on my phone. Stay gold.
From,
Shadow Ever

Dear Ms. Ever,
Hi. I read your challenge and I must know. What do you look like? It's killing me not knowing. If it helps, I picture you with short hair and bright green eyes, and about as tall as a senior. Thanks.
From,
Lila

Dear Lila,
Hi, and thanks for reading my blog. If you must know, I have shortish brown hair that is always pulled into a ponytail with a braid on both sides of my head, and my bangs across my face. I don't have green eyes, I have grey eyes, and I am around the size of a Junior. Stay gold.
From,
Shadow Ever (Btw you don't have to call me Ms. Ever.)

Dear Shadow,
Do you have any nicknames?
From,
Nicky

Dear Nicky,
Yes I do. Johnny, Johnnycakes, J.C, T.J, Angel Face, Shade, Light, Mute. Thanks. Stay Gold.
From,
Shadow Ever

Dear Shadow,
Hello. I am in 8th grade going into Highschool. I was wondering if you have any advice for me? Thank you.
From,
Freshmeat

Dear Freshmeat,
Hi. I was once there my friend, but no worries. Talk to people. But the good kind of people, the smart kids that don't get into trouble. I was really shy and didn't talk to anyone, so they called me Mute. It was horrid. Stay gold and good luck.
From,
Shadow Ever

Dear Shadow,
What is your favorite song?
From,
Echelon<3

Dear Echelon<3,
Hi. Well, do to your signature, your gonna freak. I LOVE This Is War and The Kill by Thirty Seconds To Mars, and I am apart of the Echelon as well. Stay gold.
From,
Shadow Ever


I think i'm going to cut right here. Follow me on Twitter shadow_ever and email me at angel.face5006@gmail.com. Stay gold, Shadow out!

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Friend gonna age

Whats up my Destins? Shadow here!

As we all know, August is upon us. And a friend of mine is gonna be older. August 11 is her birthday. So, I have a story for you all.

I have an Iphone and me and my friends group message a lot. Any who, that friend (I shall call her mini-me) was texting me friend Dal on the group message we have set up. Dal asked her what her favorite color was, in which mini-me answered black (I love that color.) So, from then we had a little talk till Dal asked again what her favorite Tobuscus shirt was (Don't know him? I'll describe him at the end of this post. No worries.) She said she doesn't know, and then asked why. From then my friend Two-Bit said 'For your birthday present, duh.' And it screwed over Dal. Anyways, don't ruin presents for people, you will die.

Tobuscus (Toby Joe Turner) is a popular youtuber in which he makes videos of game plays, and lazy vlogs (Video Blog.) Http://www.youtube.com/user/Tobuscus

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

New question's

Whats up my Destins! Alright, I am going to do more then one question on here. So, lets get started.

Dear Shadow,
Hi. I just started reading your blog, and I want to know where you learned Croatian. Thanks.
From,
She said WHAT now?

Dear She said WHAT now?,
Hi, and thanks for reading my blog. I taught myself Croatian, so if you speak it and I say something wrong, I am so sorry haha. Stay gold.
From,
Shadow

Dear Shadow,
I know you said you read 'The Outsiders.' I have a very important question for you. Out of the people you hang out with, who are they in the book, and why? Thanks.
From,
JCisMINE!

Dear JCisMINE!,
I do read 'The Outsiders'. And we do have nicknames for ourselves from them. Okay, here we go.
Darry (Kate)~ She is Darry because she is the parent figure. She tell's us whats wrong and good, and she is amazing (Shout out to Darry!)

Sodapop (Danny)~ Danny is Sodapop because she is fun loving and can make anyone smile at anytime.

Ponyboy (Blondie)~ He is Ponyboy because he runs really fast, he is blonde, he is smart (but from time to time he doesn't use his head.)

Two-Bit (Ty)~ He is Two-Bit because he is so freaking witty and sarcastic, it kills people haha.

Steve (Anh)~ She is Steve because...why is she Steve? Darry can you post in the comments why she is Steve?

Dally (Brooke)~ She is Dally because she is like my older sister and protects me from a lot of stuff.

Last but not least, Johnny (Me!)~ I'm Johnny because I (apparently) have this 'Love me' look that works on the people I hang with, and I am so freaking shy if you don't know me.

Hope you like it, and I hope I didn't leave anyone out. Stay gold!
From,
Shadow


Dear Shadow,
Can you post a poem that really made you think? Thanks.
From,
Poem freak

Dear Poem freak,
'Natures first green is gold.
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf a flower,
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
Then Eden sinks to grief,
Dawn to day.
None thing gold can stay.'
None thing gold can stay by Robert Frost.
From,
Shadow

Dear Shadow,
Is she a weasel?
From,
SHES A WEASEL!

Dear SHES A WEASEL!,
She is a weasel. Stay gold.
From,
Shadow

Dear Shadow,
I dare you to change your 'from.'
From,
Trollolol

Dear Trollolol,
Challenge accepted,
With much gold,
Johnnycakes.

Hahaha hope y'all enjoyed. Stay gold my Destins. Shadow out!

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Hey my Destins!

Hey Destins! So, as some of you might have known, Batman the movie came out a little while ago. My brother took to me see it, and as we sat in our theater watching Catwomen, we had no idea about what was happening in another theater in another state.

During the Batman movie, a man started shooting randomly. He killed about 20 and injured 70. I just wanna give a shout out to anyone who was hurt, or if a loved one died in a family. That is a terrible thing to do, and it makes no sense.

As to an interview I saw, it gave me hope of better people (That sounded mean but no, don't judge me yet.) A mother was watching the movie in Theater 9 when the shooting started. She had her four month year old and her four year old with her. When the shooting started, she tried to get away. A very kind 19 year old kid helped her by carrying one of her kids out of the theater with her. Both the mother and the teenager where shot, but survived.

And this one touched me. I was watching the movie with my brother who is older then me, and in Theater 9 a brother had taken his little sister to the Batman movie. The suspect started to shot and the brother pushed his little sister down on the floor, and covered her. In this mayhem people where doing anything to get out, and even trampled the brother. They both lived.

So, to all the people and police that where harmed in this, I give my heart to you. Be safe and stay gold. Shadow out!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Next Question

Whatsu up, my Destins! Onto the next question, no delay!

Dear Shadow,
Hi. I have been told you are a total computer freak. I am on as well. And as a computer freak, I must ask you. There is this one guy in my Guild who always flirts with me. I told him I don't like him, but he doesn't stop. Can you help me? Thanks. You can use this question on all things you post on.
From,
Computer Freak

Dear Computer Freak,
Yes, I am a HUGE computer freak. I play WoW, Minecraft, and so many others. And as for the flirting, I have had that happen in a guild I was once in. A guy wouldn't leave my Gm alone, so she took it into her own hands. She threatened to kick him off for the way he was acting, and he stopped. So ask your Gm or someone else higher then you to threaten him to be booted from the guild, and see if it stops. If not, I am sorry, I have no other ideas. Thanks for asking a question, and stay gold.
From,
Shadow Ever

Good newGood News!s!

Hey Destins! It is true! Darry is back! She posted new stuff on her blog! Check it out, she is back! You guys brought her back, just so you know! Sorry about the small post. Shadow out!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

New Question!!!!

Hey my Destins! Alrighty, so I got a new question! Yay! I am so happy that you are all still emailing me and not getting bored!!! Alright, so here we go.

Dear Shadow,
Hi. I enjoy reading your blog posts and have been meaning to email you. You see, I have been friends with this guy and I really like him. I don't know if he likes me back, but I know he doesn't think i'm cute or anything above it. He always says Swag (She wants a gentlemen.) I don't know how to tell him I like him without him getting weirded out. He is that type of guy to freak out and laugh if he doesn't like a girl back. Help please. Thank you, and stay gold!
From,
Iwag (I want a gentlemen.)
P.s I give you permission to use this question on your blog and youtube if you want to.

Dear Iwag,
Hi. Thank you for reading my blog and emailing me and giving me permission. And about the youtube, I thank you for bringing that up. I am going onto youtube, and you will be the first question on there as soon as I find out. Onto the problem. From what I read you sound like a really sweet girl, and if he will laugh at you if he doesn't like he, I don't think you should ask him out if that's what your planning. He doesn't sound like he will treat you good. But if you really want to tell him, wait till your alone. Then tell him. Don't worry if he laughs at you, because you know if he goes on like that, no one will like him. Thanks again, and stay gold right back at ya.
From,
Shadow


There we go! Thanks for emailing me questions, Destins. It's amazing. Shadow out!

Hared times. Hated. Depressed. Pitted. All at once.

Hey guys. So I got an email asking about my worst moment. Pretty much the hardest time in my life. A lot of you guys are thinking "your six grade year right?" well to be honest, no. The hardest time for me was in 8th grade. I never told anyone about this. Near the end of the year I hit rock bottom. I was upset, I felt hated. I felt pitted. Misunderstood. All at once. The force was so great it pushed me to many mental break downs and deep depression. (may I add, I am not joking. I never told anyone, not even Darry. What I am about to tell you I went through by myself.) I felt like I was hated by everyone other then three people (Darry, Brooke, and Pony) but I felt pitted by them. I cried every night and it hurt so much. I resorted to taking a pencil eraser and cutting myself with it (it's true and hurts). Then we went to knotts for the end of the year trip. I know what your thinking. Everything got better! No. I was in a group with my friends (might I add we didn't have to hang out with our group.) and I went off with Brooke to have funX we hit a lot of rides, and I was happy. Then we came back. My friends mom (never forgave her) started screaming at me. I was in tears and so much pain! It felt like bricks that weight a ton were dropped on my chest at once. This caused me mental pain that I still go through. I couldn't speak, let alone breath. It came clear to Brooke that I was hyperventilating (I was not, I was having a serouis panic attack.) Brooke then did something I will never forget. She went against what she was taught by her family and stood up for me. She yelled at the mom (in a respectful way. Kinda.) and was my hero. Then I realized the Outsiders nick names we have where true. I was truely Johnny, being mentally hurt by that and was a lost puppy dog, and she was Dally, who always stood up for him. After that I went through some more mental break downs, and never fully recovered. That, my Destins, is the worst thing I went through. Bye for now, Shadow out!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

You make me laugh

Hey Destins! So, for that challenge yesterday, I got the best drawing EVER! I will post it very soon.
i don't think its there real photo, but it made me laugh so hard. Well done.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Challenge

What's up my Destins! (I was emailed of what to call y'all, so there it is!) Shadow here! And I have  something to ask you all.

My mum told me to challenge you, not only to use your mind, but to use your artistic talent. I want to know what you think I look like. I will post some of your pictures up on this blog. So, the basic things you need to know about me is I am female, in my teen years, with shortish hair. That is all the help you are all getting. Email me, twitter me, or comment your pictures. I wish you all the best of luck. Bye guys, stay gold. Shadow out!

Friday, July 6, 2012

YouYoutube?

Hey guys! Shadow here. I am posting while uninstalling all my stuff haha. Any ways, on to one of the reason's I am writing to late! I need to know from y'all if I should post Youtube videos. I have a Youtube account, but no videos. I want to know what you guys think. It will be a tad bit hard trying not to show my face, and change my voice up, but I think I can do it (Not on my computer, at least. Me and Pc's don't see eye to computer screen.)

Next! I need something to call you guys. I have been getting emails for questions (Amazing, by the way) but if y'all can tweet me or post a comment about what I should call you all, I would be so happy.

Next! I am writing a check up. I got an email asking if me and Darry had a fall out since I haven't wrote about her in awhile and she hasn't posted. But no, we didn't have a fall out. I heard from her today. She is doing great, and I am so happy y'all took a liking to her. And sorry I haven't posted a lot. I have been hanging out with my friend Dally a lot. We went to the beach yesterday and we are texting each other a lot. I will be getting back to posting again. Whelp, thats all for todays post. Stay gold guys! Shadow out!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

New question

Dear Shadow,
I was born in 1998, and I watched all the 90 shows (Ed, Edd, and Eddy. Pokemon. Digemon {spelling?}. Oliver and Comp. Kim Impossible. Chalk Zone. So on.) and I grew up with the 90's stuff, though my brother says i'm not a 90's kid. I want your point of view on this. Please answer back and you can post this.
From,
I am a 90's kid!!!


Dear I am a 90's kid!!!,
Let me start off by thanking for you sending me a questions and letting me post it on my blog. I also grew up with the shows and movie (I loved them and still love them to this day. You forgot Teen Titains and Power Rangers.). I would say you are a 90's kid, seeing how 1998 is in the late 90's, and all the shows you listed where in the 90's. So, yes in my mind you are a 90's kid. Hope that helped, and don't let your brother get to you. I have two of them haha.
From,
Shadow



What's your favorite show and movie?

Fourth of July

Hey guys, Shadow here. Sorry, I was on vacation. I went to Big Bear! It was so much fun. ANY WHO, as you all know (Or you might not, in that case I will tell you) Fourth of July is Wednesday, and lots of people think its just about fireworks (Don't get me wrong, I love fireworks) but i'm going to be boring for a minute.

Fourth of July dates back to when America freed itself from Britain. It is when we got our freedom. We use fireworks to celebrate, and as well as "A rockets red glare, bombs bursting in air gave proof through the night that our flag was still there." That is from..er I just forgot the name. Post in comments of the name if you know it haha. Any who, that part of the song showed that we celebrated with fireworks that we gained our freedom.

Alright, now with that being said, I want to know your plans for Fourth of July. And I promise I will post a question, I am so sorry about that. It's been way to long since my last question post. Email me your questions! Well, i'm going to get started on the question. Shadow out!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Meaning of an Idol

Hey guys. So I have been getting emails and I am so thankful to have you guys as my viewers. I need something to call you all, so post in the comments. Also, lets get back to the title of this entry. There are alot of meanings to the word idol, seeing how everyone see's it different, but heres my meaning.

The word idol means (to me that is) someone who you can look up to and want to be like them. Someone who went through the same thing as you have gone though what you have or even what they have went though that is like what you are going though currently. I have been getting alot of hate because my hero is Athiest Jared Leto. Which I could careless about. Jared is a hero to me because he knows peoples pain and he sings about it. I love TSTM's music and they all (Jared, Tomo, and Shannon) have there own demons in which can help them help other people who are going though the same thing. People tell me if they are all so alike, my hero can be Tomo or Shannon, but as everyone is different they all have different troubles.

Onto the next challenge. I want you guys to think (You don't have to email or post about it if you don't want to) about your hero, and what the word "idol" means to you. Once you think about it remember it. It will come in handy, trust me. Well, im on my way to the village, Shadow out!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

The Reason

Hey guys, Shadow here. My mum asked me a question, and told me to post it. She asked why I created this. I already told y'all. Then she dared (She isn't nice. Just kidding.) me to type with a German accent, and listen to Hoobastank's The Reason and write an entry when I feel inspired. So here it goes.

Vhen I created vhis, I didn't vhink I vould get 402 page views. And I am very pleased. Vhe reason I am going on vith this, is because of you guys. As I ready vour emails, I see vhat I did vrong in the past, and it vas made ve a better person. As I said in vast blog's, I vhought avout iv anyone cared about ve. And I learned vhat (This is annoying and hard!!!) people need me. Vhe ulimate veason why I am on vhis earth still, is becauce Thirty Seconds To Mars. Vhe lead singer Jared Leto and vis older brother, Shannon, vent though vhat I vent though. As vhey grew up, vhey didn't have a father figure. And even though I have a vather, vine isn't alvays there for me. Ve is never there for me. I vas growing up (Save me, I have to do this for the whole week) vithout a vather figure, vut thats when Youtube led ve to TSTM. I clicked vhere link on accident, and I listened to "The Kill." Even my dear vriend, Darry, vold my she thought of my and my vather when she listened to it. I vhen looked up to Jared Leto, and voon he became the vone I vanted to be.  Vo all together, TSTM saved vy life. NOW I need something vrom you all. List vhat you think vour biggest flaw is, and ven say what your biggest pro vis. My flaw is teh fact vhat vhen I look in the mirror, I vee every flaw on my body, and I try to vhow my vather that I am vorth the trouble ov him raising me. Now, my viggest pro is vhe fact vhat I am a vood drawer. Vo ahead, vost your flaws and pros. Vand just to vake you smile, I vill post a veird picture.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

348 page views

Hey guys, it's 12:51 am and I can't sleep. I am on summer vacation and I just checked this blog tonight. 348 page views. This is amazing guys. I am so happy right now, I would be jumping with joy if I wasn't so tired. I got this one email that was really cool, and I just wanted to share it with y'all. It asked me if I watch X-Men Evolution, and if i do who my favorite is and why, as well as a secret I have never shared with anyone. I wouldn't have done this email if my mum didn't talk me into it (yes, I am mostly British for people asking,) so, yes I do watch X-Men Evolution, and my favorite is Pietro "Quicksilver" Maximoff cause he is really good looking and I love sarcastic boys. And one of my secrets is that I still sleep with my stuffed animal. He is a cute little chihuahua that I have had since I was 7. His name is Johnny. If I can I will try to get a pic of him up here. Anywho, I'm Tired. Shadow out.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Annoying little brother

Hey guys, its Shadow here! I just wanted to post since I haven't for awhile. Sorry about that to all my loyal readers. Here is the next question I got!

Dear Shadow,
you probably already know who this is. My little brother is annoying me and I told him stop but he doesn't. He is like a machine or something!
From,
Nudge <Steve>


Dear Nudge <Steve>,
No, I don't know who you are. Sorry. Maybe one of my friends but not me. And to your question, try telling your mother or father. If that doesn't work try doing it back to him. And if that fails, ignore him. He will stop if he doesn't get a reaction to it. Hope I helped and thanks for visiting my blog!
From,
Shadow Ever.


Okay, guys, as you all know Mothers Day is coming up! I have another challenge for you. I want you to treat your mum like a queen! Its her day after all. And as Tupac always said, "A women brought you into this world, so you have no right to disrespect one." Please respect your mother on her special day! Shadow out!

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Easter

Hey guys! Shadow here! So, I got this email about Easter and how this person doesn't believe in god but still celebrates it for chocolate, and asked me why I celebrate it. I celebrate Easter because in my religion jesus, god child, rose from his grave three days after he died on the cross. That's why I celebrate it, also because I love chocolate as well <3. Also! I got another creater with me. My friend (who pretty much knows me to well) Patricia. She will be blogging with me under the name of "Echelonmonster." I hope you will treat her as well as you treat me. Thanks bunches!!!! Btw, Darry, my mother says Ello if you read this.

Friday, March 30, 2012

Hobbies. Thursday shout out.

Hey guys! Sorry I missed Thursday shout out and Wensday challenge, but I will post them both here so y'all can think about it. Okay, here it goes. Wensday challenge: Okay, I thought long about this and now I came up with a challenge. What are your hobbies, and why? Mine are reading and drawing because they are an escape for me and also writing books. I am actually on the second book of a series I'm making. Anywho, what are your hobbies? Thursday shout out: I got an email requesting an shout out for me to do. So here it goes. Dear Love, I wanted to tell you how happy I was that you said yes to marring me, and then when we said "I do." I love you so much, and I love you even more that you had my child. She is amazingly beautiful. Love you baby! There we go! Congrats you to! I want pictures!!! I hope you readers will send your love to the happy couple!

Friday, March 23, 2012

Diffrent tongue? Drugačije jezik?

Hey guys, so I got this one email saying I should speak another tongue on here. And I will do that for you all, but most people don't know it. Its called Croatian. It's a amazing tongue that sounds perfect, and you guys will get to read that. I will post it in english first, like I am doing now, and then switch to Croatian. That alright with you guys? I may also say more stuff in Croatian then in English just because I have to now explain the blog in that, so here it goes.


Heemail me!j dečki, pa sam dobio tu jednu e-mail kazivanje bih trebao govoriti drugi jezik na ovdje. I ja ću to učiniti za vas sve, ali većina ljudi ne zna. Njegova se zove hrvatski. To je nevjerojatna jezik koji zvuči savršeno, a vi ćete čitati to. Ja ću ga objaviti na engleskom početku, kao ja radim sada, a zatim se prebacite na hrvatskom jeziku. To je u redu s vama? Ja mogu reći više stvari na hrvatskom onda na engleskom jeziku samo zato što sam do sada objasniti blog u tome, pa ovdje ide. Dakle, moje ime je sjena, a ovaj blog se zove "Just Like You". Ovdje ćete e-mail me vaša pitanja o životu, ili samo jedan e-mail za reći hi, ima shout out, ili me izazov učiniti nešto da ljudi vratiti daleko od. Moj e-mail je angel.face5006 @ gmail.com a moj twitter je @ shadow_ever. Nadam se da dečki kao što je moj blog, i držati na čitanje. Također sam uistinu žao mi je ako sam srew se upišete na hrvatskom, ja sam novi u učenju jezika. Dakle, molimo pošaljite

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Wensday challenge? Thursday shout outs? Darry? And why i created this?

Hey guys, Shadow here. I was thinking of every Wensday have a challenge, ya know? Like the hero Challenge I gave y'all! And every Thursday have a shout out, like talk about someone that you emailed me about. Post a reply of what you think. Thank ya! Also, I wanted to talk about a really close friend of mine. Her name is Darry (not really but i call her that) and i got a email asking who she was because she always post replys to my challenges. So, here it goes. Darry is a friend that I can turn to in my time of need. When I'm mad she listens to me vent. When I'm upset she is a shoulder to cry on. When im just loony, she is loony to so I'm not alone. I love her. She is doing a anti bullying video with me, so I please beg of you to check out her blog and post replys! She is amazing and will alter your life forever! Thanks for being there for me Darry! Stay gold kid! And finally, why I create this blog. When I was in 6th grade, I stopped believe in my savior (god) and I felt that no one was there for me. I started to think if I died, will anyone miss me? I though that through out 6th grade year and half of 7th. Then I ran into four people who changed my life. Let's just call them Ty, Brooke, and Darry. They pointed me in the right direction, and I ended up here. I neve want anyone to feel the way I did, so I am here answering your questions and challenging you to do better. I havent got a email for a while other then the hero email, and I want you all to know you can trust me. Thanks guys, stay gold!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Hero

Okay, guys, alot of people now a days talk about who there heros are. And I hear alot of people say truely famous people, and I think all of those people are amazing and did something amazing to alter the world in any type of way. I got a email the other day that I will post very soon, and I wanted to answer that person on this blog, and I hope I get comments from you guys telling me your hero, and why.

Dear Shadow,
I know this email isnt about my problems, but I really wanted to know, so here it goes. My hero is Matt Dillon because he is really talented and has alot of good quotes. Who is your hero, and why? I challenge you to post your hero, and list 40 reasons why he/she is your hero. Thanks bunchs!
From,
Y U NO!

Dear Y U NO!,
I love those comics (Y U NO guy) and I respect Matt Dillon very much, though he is not my hero. My hero is a simple actor/singer named Jared Leto. Jared Leto has been in many films, and he also sings for Thirty Seconds To Mars, a band he formed with his brother Shannon Leto. And here are my 40 reasons why he is my hero.

1) He taught me what family is all about.
2) Created an amazing family called the Echelon.
3) He is such an inspiration to Echelon of all ages and nationalities.
4) Taught me to fight for what I believe in.
5) Taught me Defense of our Dreams
6) Created (And played) inspiring lyrics.
7) Taught me in order to reach your dreams, you have to do hard work.
8) Taught me to never give up.
9) Taught me to never lose hope.
10) Helped me discover a better side of myself.
11) Taught me to continue believing no matter what others thought or said.
12) Taught me that the most important opinion is my opinion.
13) Taught me that being diffrent is normal (And amazing!)
14) Gave me courage to be who I really am inside.
15) Is always there to confort me, even if he is far away.
16) Makes me feel safe and sound.
17) Taught me when I fall I need to get back up again.
18) Told me no matter how useless I feel, someone needs me out there.
19) He changed my life forever, and for the better.
20) Makes me feel alive through his music and films.
21) Manages to be a musician, actor, painter, photographer, director, and producer.
22) Followed his dreams.
23) Shared his journey with the world.
24) Rose from being food stamp poor to one of the biggest idiols ever.
25) He speaks the truth.
26) Is open minded
27) Made our dreams come true.
28) Showed us that we always have to adhere to our dreams.
29) Has a brilliant mind.
30) Life changing quotes.
31) Breaks stereotypes
32) Truly sees everyone as who they are.
33) Makes the effort to look at every person.
34) Showed me beauty grows with love.
35) Keeps me entertained.
36) Makes me laugh.
37) Taught me how to have fun.
38) Taught me to wear whatever I want.
39) Taught me not to fear the dark.
40) Knows how to spread a smile with his eyes, mouth, heart, and soul.
There we go. 40 reasons why Jared Leto is my hero. So, thank you to my readers, because you are helping me make my dreams come true, and thank you Jared for giving me that push when I need it. Your amazing, and changed my life. Thanks guys.

Matt Dillon:
Jared Leto:
Echelon since 8-11-1998



Monday, March 19, 2012

Page views!

Hey guys, Shadow here, and I just want to thank you all for looking at my blog. I mean, 122 page views! That's amazing! All the question's i'm getting really make me think, and I want to thank you all for making me a better person by sending me emails that I catch myself messing up on. And I want to thank my loyal friends who visit this blog *Cough* Darry, Katness *cough.* Thank you guys. Send me comments, I don't care what they are about, and I will love to read them. Yet again, thank you guys, and stay gold.

P.S: I got alot of people asking me wherer that saying comes from, so it comes from this dude.
That is Johnny (Johnathon) Cade from The Outsiders, an amazing book wrote by S.E Hinton. At the end he says Stay gold, and it kinda stuck to me. Read the book! And watch the movie! It's amazing! So, stay gold guys!

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Lost and Confused

Hey guys. Another email! I made a twitter so it's easier for you guys to email me. The name is @shadow_ever Contact me.

Dear Shadow,
I've been very confused. First off my parents are divorced and I live with my Dad, my Mom lives out of state and I only get to see her twice a year. I've been juggling between staying here for high school or going to live with my Mom. But I don't want to hurt my Dad. I've been praying about it and I've been getting a lot of signs to move with my Mom. But my mind is battling between hurt and pain and joy. I don't know what to do. I have amazing friends that mean the world to me and I can't see myself leaving them. I'm in a iffy situation and I need some guidance. Do you think you can help me?
-Lost and Confused

Dear Lost and Confused,
I think I can help you. I believe you should go with your heart, and if your friends believe they won't loose touch with you, they will let you go without a hassle, and if you promise your dad you will visit...say over summer, and tell him your prayed and got signs, I think he will let you go, though there is no way out of getting hurt in this type of problem, but it will get better and clearer. Hope I helped and stay gold!
From, Shadow

Monday, March 5, 2012

Just some time

Hey guys, there is no question right now, but I need to tell you all something. I know a lot of you think no one is listening, so you come here, but I promise you, if you ask someone to listen, like a parent or a friend, they will. I vent all the time to my dear friend, let's call her Darry. She listens to me, and I want you guys to know that someone is always there for you no matte what, either if it's just me or the whole world! You are the one to make that choice. So here is my request to you. Talk to someone you never would tomorrow! Make a new friend, and forgive your enemy's. Life is to short to not do that. I just wanted you guys to know I am always here for you, and please don't doubt that I am just like you because my grammar. Half the time I am on my phone and that has auto correct. Thanks guys, stay gold! Be safe, Shadow Ever

5th Question

Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in awhile, just wanted to get a chance to get more questions. This is my 5th question. This question hit me personal, because I have been through this time in my life where I felt like I can't talk to anyone, and no one understands me. So, thank you for sending this question.

DEAR SHADOW EVER,
 I am a seventh grader here at Topaz and I feel totally, umm... left out, i guess I feel nerdy too.. I feel like theres no one in seventh that i can talk to and be myself around.. I act all clutzy and crazy cuz im afraid no one will like the real me... And the thing is, im starting to lose myself, too.....
Thanks a ton,
INSECURE:S

Dear Insecure,
Hi, and welcome to my blog. I know how that feels all to well, my friend, and you have no need to worry. Being nerdy is amazing! No need to worry about it. Hang around other nerds, even if they are 8th or 6th graders. No matter what, be yourself. If people don't accept that, then they arn't true friends. Never lose yourself. Keep a diary, or write a book where you can express yourself. Thats what S.E Hinton did, and she created amazing books, now movies, The Outsiders, That Was Then, This Is Now, and Rumble Fish. I hope that helps, and keep true to yourself. Stay gold!
From,
Shadow

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Third Question

I think this is my fourth post, I don't know i'll check. Okay guys, you are all amazing! I just got a new question! And I can be wrong, I but I think I should give you guys my emails instead of having y'all hunting for it? Anywho, here it is, angel.face5006@gmail.com. Enjoy, and thank you for sending me questions.

Dear Shadow,
I have a problem. You see, I am writing this book, and my friend keeps stealing my ideas. She is also writing a book, but she is taking credit for my ideas that I want to put in my book. I still want her to be my friend, but I don't want her to use my ideas anymore without asking me. Can you help? Thanks.
From,
Book Probl.

Dear Book Probl,
Don't worry, I can help. Just pull your friend aside, and ask her if she can stop using your ideas. If she doesn't stop, you should just stop telling her ideas that you would want in your book, and when she asks why, tell her "Because you are stealing my ideas, and I asked you to stop." I hope that helps, Book Probl, and good luck! Make sure you send me a copy of the book when you are done!
From,
Shadow

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Second question

Hey guys, third blog and second question. I am just loving these question, and I hope my answers are working. Next question!

Dear Shadow, I
 have a question. My mother says i can't get on honor roll if I'm not in honors, can you answer this and get back to me?
Thank you! From, Nerdy gal

Dear Nerdy gal,
Yes, you can get in honor roll. It is just your grades, and last time I checked you need at least a 3.5 gpa, though it could have changed. Hope that helps, and good luck on the honor roll!
From, Shadow

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

First Question

Okay, fellow bloggers, I got a question not to long after I posted here. The person gave me permission to use there question on this, and I hope it makes you guys want to ask me a question. Here it goes.


Dear Shadow,
I read your first blog, and I thought it was really neat. You see, me and this other girl have been friends forever, and she keeps flirting with my boyfriend. I want her to stop, but I don't want to sound mean, or get my boyfriend mad at me. Help.
From,
Dating Troubles :/

Dear Dating Troubles,
You should pull your friend away to where you are alone, and talk to her about it. If she was a true friend, she will understand why you don't want her flirting with your boyfriend. And talk to your boyfriend as well, just in case your friend wants to tell him. Everything is better being told by the person who started it. I hope that helped, and good luck! Thanks for blogging, and stay gold.
From,
Shadow.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Just Like You

Hello fellow bloggers! This is Shadow Ever, and some may not know who I am, but that's why I am here. I am just like you, a teen with problems. And here I will help you with your daily problems. Like you have a crush? No problem. Trust me, I have been there. My crush found out, but unlike any other boys out there, he respected, and still respects, my feelings and acts totally normal around me! To be quite honest, he is paying more attention to me. So, you hate you parents? Nah, you don't really, but you hate the way they treat you. Honestly, not a thing you send me will be posted unless you give me permission. And even so, I wont use your real name.